Sunday, September 25, 2011

Craving some freedom of worship...

I'm a dreamer, always have been a dreamer and I guess I will always be a dreamer. No regrets though; a lot of my dreams have come true, some may still come true and some others are sooo outlandish, I know they will not come true ( Jesus loves me too much to allow those come true) Some of my dreams are just escape places for me to run away from reality; I usually make those dreams very beautiful and I put in everything to suit my mood at the time. I dream in full technicolor and I spare no expense to make my dreams exactly what I want. After-all, what'[s the point of living less than fabulously in dreamland? So, I make my dreams as good as possible and who knows? someday I just might see one of my "impossible dreams" come true. Right now, I'm dreaming of freedom of worship; Please don't tell me I live in a country where I can worship the way I want. I know that already. The kind of freedom I want is the freedom to worship without church politics, gossip, rumours, intrigues and all those little things that trail humans wherever they are found. A wise person once said to me that the closer you are to the centre of events in a church, the more you will find out that people are the same everywhere, even, in the church. Sometimes it gets so tiring; trying to be careful of hurting people's feelings and not being able to express yourself freely and truly-sigh! Being diplomatic in the house of God? Not easy for me to do, I must confess, so I'm creating a dream church where I can worship freely and there are no intrigues, no politics, no diplomatic manouvres. Just plain old worship of God Almighty.....In short, a little bit of heaven on Earth. I can dream, can't I? Shalom!